Sorrow; Anger; Friendship; Love; Kindness; Unkindness; Envy; Gain; Loss; Happiness; Unhappiness; Repentance; Pride; Shame; Cruelty; Closeness; Distance; Patience; Fear; Security; Togetherness; Respect; Appreciation; Avoiding; Hope; Despair; Disappointment; Loneliness; Sadness; Abandon;

Wat's happening to my life recently??..
all messed up..
someone said i looked happy + abit of sorrows..
ha!.. how extreme can that be??

my mum..
she nv understand me..
i tried treating her nice.. care for her.. i really did try..
just one word.. one word..
no quarrelling involved.. i simply walked away, back to my room..
felt so hurt.. she's still the same.. in her mind, i'm always that bad girl.. totally gave up..
a bad girl can never ever be a good girl again.. no matter how much effort she put in...

ya.. cant be bothered..
cant be bothered!!!!
just let me be..
i'm doing fine..
stop treating me like this, cause i'm starting to hate you..

another friend of mine was telling me his "Xin Shi" that night..
i can feel his saddness.. that kind of pain..
he drank alot..
left the two of us there.. we talked..
i wonder y he keep saying thanks and sorry to me..
but still managed to cheer him up abit.. at least he's smiling..

everything should be ending soon..
either good or bad..no body should be pointing finger at anyone..
i'll try to overcome that kind of fear...
i can see that it's not gonna be easy...
i'll try..

a hug...